Adam

My life's been very eventful lately, hence I haven't updated this in a while. I've been having the time of my life, Me and Tawni have so much fun, I love it. I truely love her and always will. So I'm going vegetarian for a month, starting after today, so it's going to be interesting. I'm totally stoked. ISIS is coming YAY! Gaza is coming YAY! Minus the Bear is coming YAY! Behemoth is coming YAY! Napalm Death is coming YAY! I can't wait, but it's about time for me to bounce off of this, so stay tuned.

G'day.

Oh my god!
One of the best days of my life.
So much good stuff.
It was rad, usually I hate valentines day, but it was so rad this year.
Tawni Surprised me a lot, she decorated my whole car, then suprised me with stuff in my locker, haha
she's so sly.
But besides that, I even got to jam out a show with my brothers.
That just made it even better, Fuck it if there's not a lot of people, as long as the ones there can hear the music, I'm good, I'm not about seeing a pit, I'm about people enjoying the music.
Enough of me ranting and raving, I'm off to schooooo.
G'day.

:D

I'm so incredibly stoked on life right now.

:D
AIN, Tawni, Truth, Smiles, Laughing, everything.

perfect.

Today I woke up at like 12:30, because last night I watched Team America till like 2, and it was GREAT. And today I've just kinda been lounging around and whatnot, and now I got a show...it's gonna be fun, afterwards should be toooooooooo...because I get to hang out with somebody really radical. But I have to go play in Vancouver now, so you kids come check it out.


%!@^* *@ @%&^^*^%


gibberishadishaboo.

i'm out, g'bye!

G'mornin' everybody.
I'm still half asleep, and I've got finals today...and I'm oh so excited. It's gonna be soo much fun!

hah.
But yeah on the serious note.

I haven't really written on this the past like two days, because I've been busy as fuck, so just if you were wondering. That's why.

I'm kinda just sitting here waiting more or less...everyday. MARTINI MARTINI MARTINI...that's all that really needs to be said i guess. I feel bad still, because last night i got invited to go to a dance recital and let someone special down, because with my busy ass, I couldn't go. The weekend was fairly good though. Eventful, productive, but I was way tired the WHOLE TIME...ARRRGGHHHH.

This all just needs to happen...no holding off, no excuses...it is what it is.


%!@^* $^#!

go for the Martini.


The skies conduct me.

shred.

I'm out.
G'day.

sorry for not posting this on the 20th, but I'm close enough, i know you guys can wait.

But yeah, today was very thought provoking on many bases.

it's like


I'm feeling better? what is this!? British Author? DONE A+.

Perfection?



Sloppy...haven't played in a week, NOT ONCE! give me some slack y'all.
alrighty then...

shit, I'm tired, I need sleep.


Yeah.

Anyways.
Children.
The sky conducts me.
that's it.

I mean, if this world were so great..if "man" was so great, why are there so many just shitty, no brain people here...hah, it's funny because those of you reading this are all gonna be like "YEAH! no kidding" hahaha, you're probably one of them..haha, it's true, sorry, i'm not gonna lie to you, that's not my style, i don't role like that. You know if you're a good person in my eyes or not...so you know who you are...be proud...i'm a hard critic.


the column
the blood running down the roads.
sewers overflow
what is the debt that we all must owe?


truth.
nobody fucking tells the truth. (except like 10 people i know)
grow up kids.
seriously, you're all kids, even if you're fourty, you could be in kindergarden and still learn something new, that money can't buy..that's right...I said it.


g'night
and sweet dreams.

With my homework, now I get to sleep.
HOPEFULLY the Martini will do the trick, and spark the mind.
I'm looking into my cat's eyes, and I see purity...I love it. If only all of us could have that sheer joy, and innosence that the animals on this planet do...then we'd be perfect, no wars, no pain, no suffering...just love, happiness, and play.
I'm going to wait as long as I can...and I really hope it pays off...April First!!! TASTE OF CHAOS!!! YES!!!
That's right, I'm not in just "a band" we're actually going places, BITCH.
I have no real motivation for schoolwork now, just drumming...that's all i want to do. But fuck...God knows I need to do more than just that...I have a huge mind, and I need to share it with the world.

I'm out..
God Bless, and G'Night.

Aiight, I'm finally starting to feel better, and I'll hopefully be going to school tomorrow, so I'm STOKED.
I'm a bit confused right about now...and I don't like it.
hmpf.
Shoshoni Arrowheads.
anyways...
This is all what you make it.

Never lookin' back, or too far infront of me, the present is a gift, and I just wanna be.
-Common.

If only this were a movie, hah...it'd be a hit.

Now i gotta do a bitchload of homework...wish me luck!

So, yeah, I'm going to the doctors at like 10:30 today, to see what the fuck is wrong with me.

I think I really might have meningicocal, because I have almost every symptom except for puking...it's kinda scary.
But I probably don't have it so I'm not gonna get my panties in a bunch.

ugh.....
why does all of this have to happen.

I wish humans would accept what they feel.

Fucking sick, i drank a lot of water Nate, haha, but it's not helping all too well...grrr.

My neck's starting to stiffen up, maybe i have menangococal, that'd be kinda rad.
I want to drum really bad, but my mother won't let me, sadly, so it's been really depressing, now i have a shit load of homework to do, and i can't focus on it, because my mind is fucking nuts.

I can't wait till February.
This month has been too long.

I've gotten barely any sleep, and have been kinda down the whole time, well, not the whole time, some parts have been amazing.

Reflections Medicated Lip Balm does the trick for chapped lips, i love it.

but that's not the point to this or life.

We don't know which way to go.

If only fear could be shot in the head.